as someone who never really went out anyways I can honestly say this still sucks. there’s just something about staying home when you’re forced to. knowing you’re not allowed to do something just makes you want to do it even more. I understand why were practicing social distancing though, I’m not just thinking selfishly. but previously when I was a homebody by choice at least I had school to distract me, hangouts with friends and errand runs with my mom.
a quick summary of my day consist of me falling asleep at 7 am, waking up at 5pm, cooking then repeat. I feel like I’m slowly going insane. I cant wait for the day when lockdown is lifted and I can finally see all my friends. I’ve been trying to distract myself until it does come, I’ve been playing Roblox on my old account and re watching my favorite Netflix shows. eventually that got boring too, I tried to even focus on my self care but I got lazy. through quarantine I’ve grown to be bored of using my phone, which meant id randomly turn my phone off for a while and stare at a ceiling. it wasn’t any better, but at least it was something.
I hope the next following weeks get better, I really wanted to make this summer memorable since im moving.
